Dear To Whom It May Concern,
Hi! I know we haven't met each other yet, or we already have. It's just that we never talked or we did, just so happens we don't know each other a lot... I don't know. We might be closer to each other than we think we are. What I'm aware is, to myself, that I'd wait for you...
Anyway, all I want you to know is, I am not gonna be the typical girlfriend. Why you ask? Well, first of all. I'm weird. And I like being one. I tend to do things out of the ordinary, or say things out of context or basically, you might never understand me but please do.
As much as possible, don't force me to be who I'm not. I hate labels, even if I just labeled myself as an awkward girl. What I'm trying to say is, I like being myself and if I try to be someone I'm not, then I won't be happy. I won't force any changes to you too. If you like who you are, then I'd respect every bit of that...
That's why I love you Damon... You know how to please and understand a girl
If your curious to know about what I'm like or what I like to do, then don't be afraid to ask. Relationships are forged in trust and I'd like us to work out without having to be surprised when we don't know anything about each other if we probably went out on a date or if you plan on surprising me for my birthday... You can ask me anything.
Well, all you gotta do is ask... LOL!
I won't obsess over you... I really won't. Maybe now that is, but when we are in our relationship, I won't make you feel uncomfortable in any way, I swear.
And also, if you've done something wrong, I won't be fast to judge. I'd listen and understand... I may have a bad temper problem but I would do every bit to understand you. If you hang out with other girls, I'm fine with that.
Uh, yeah! I get it! Cool beans dude!
Oh by the way, I don't have a penchant for pet names. Sweetie, Honey, Babe, Baby... I'm sorry but I don't feel good about that at all. I'm fine with my name or my nickname. T'is fine. Pet names could wait when the right time presents itself, but if our relationship is on it's fresh start, yeah. It could wait.
Even in thought, I wish you find me beautiful. Even in my simplest of gestures. Even when I barely look at you, I wish you could see that I do love you and that I'm just not good in expressing it...
But still, when I do look at you, know that they are filled with love for you. Know that even if I don't hold your hands to show I care or even if I don't hug you or kiss you as much, hopefully when I look at you, you'll see that you mean so much to me...
Yiiiieeee! It's always the look. CAUGHT!
And as much as I try to understand you, please do understand me too. I have times of hurt and pain that I may not be able to share with you, but when I do need your concern, I hope you'd listen and understand... It would mean the world to me if you can...
Anyway, in conclusion, I want you to know that even with these things I just told you, know that I'm gonna be a good girlfriend and that I would never betray you... But when the time comes that we know we have to part ways, I want you to know that you were my first boyfriend and that I am happy for that... I really am. Now may not be the best time to talk about breaking up when I'm basically just telling you how we're hopefully going to be in a relationship. Well, it's better explored than never. At least we are both prepared.
Always know, that I love you and that I will always remember you.
Your future girlfriend/ex,
Jayvee...
P.S. Thanks by the way...
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